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asalamualaikum . It have been such a long time im not blogging since my last update fer this blog abt 2-3 months ago . mybe more . im not sure but em today i feel like i wanna share something so i decided to update a new story .

so actually it's not a story,it just a random things that i wanna write in this blog when my ideas pop out from my head . and akceli this blog is kindda private cuz none of my friends expect my bestfriend , dania  knew the existence of this blog .


it's been 2 months i had em kindda "rest" from persuade study . and yeah im not doing any kind of outdoor activities instead of jogging , having a walk bla blaa the the main point is im not working . seriesly yeah . actually i have been looking for jobs since early december but aint get no hob so i decided to stop lokking fer it and just stay at home plus i need to take care of my granny . yeah she's home now . sometimes yay n sometimes nay . y ? yeah she kindda have problems to talk . i mean not the difficulty to talk . she can talk but we cant understnd  when she's talking . it's kindda reverse physcology when em she only can talk certain words to make a sentence or instruction so i need to brainstorm my head to undertsnd wht se say n wht se want . so sometimes im inpatient but it's okay . i love her actually . she's the one who take a good care of me since i was kid so i actually very close to her .



okay so fer this 2 months going no where and only spend a lot of my times at home , sometimes i jog took car license hang out spending time w my bros n etc . my bros actually now having their semester break but my eldest brother had back to his college 4 days ago as his semester break end . so only my second bro still in his break . so blablabla i dun wnt to talk abt it




well , i had bumped w ex . should i talked abt tht ? well em i guess so . well i hve no feeling abt it . nothing special . just wanna update. i frequently texting w izhar but yeah suddenly i felt bored and yeah i stopped texting him and live in my normal life bck which i dun care phone n whatsoever . basically i had noticed tht im not interested to seek a partner i mean bf . seriesly seeking fer it is suck instead of its haram . ouh as muslim i shall know abt it but teenagers nowadays were neglected it . inmy life i had u know tried to slow talk w my friends who now seriesly mad in love . i tried to advise them but yeah it's useless . 100% mybe they think they know what is the best for them n they feel having a gf/bf can make life feel better so wht can i do ? that is all their perspection n i cant deny it . but at least i had tried :)


well right now alhamdulillah im quite sensitive abt mahram aurat solat in sha Allah and im improve it to be a better person in sha Allah . to garantee my akhirat
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