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asalamualaikum .
hye . im trying to stop myself from be humiliating somehow it's hard to get rid of it . i just feel like i have no hope to success . and i feel like Iam laughing to myself . and because the reflection .. Im down
im sorry bcoz my intro was like really in not in mood but i jst cant stand w what I feel . it just like nothing can rectify it as things cant make it change . so , today is 4th of Ramadhan . Alhamdulillah I've spend my time mostly w reciting Al-Quran . but the most .. i mean the UTMOST thing tht i cant accept is i cant resist my sleep ! its too jerkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk . okay i will list wht had i think lately i mean today...
"i feel like my bestfriend is gone and she is in her world n me is in my world . honest talk . i feel like we a totally far"
"down u feel like u have the shallowest brain?"
"just dont act like u are the most cleverest person n just act like what u are really are . just dont be so dumb.tht will be great.i think so"
"cant u stop "destroying" yrself ?"
"stop me from insulting u more dear self"
can u strive more to success?could u think wisely?think abt yr parents?how they had sacrified to u in so many things n u just take for granted in study ?
dont u know tht u re the most stupid-est person in the world? dont u wanna make a change toward a better life? cant u think abt yr future?
u should realise how stupid are u. yr stupidity is beyond yr expectation right? u thought tht u re so clever but act it is not . A big NOT
cant u realise tht SPM is around the corner? and how abt yr trial ? dont u think it is importnt?did u feel like u cant get all A= in all subjects ?
please looking forward to something tht can give u the best influenced ever
"dont u feel tired to be stupid or u want it remain unchanged"
I kept insulting , mocking myself to realise how pathetic I am . what should I do ? SPM is around the corner and i dont want to disappoint my parents bcause of my un-achieved result . I hope it was not too late for me to keep on study back . O Allah please ease my way to success a flying colour result in SPM 2013 . I put a trust on u , Ya ALLAH . "allahuma assir wala tu assir "
question: am I deserve to get flying colour result in SPM and can I have a bright future. Am i deserve to enter Jannah? Am I deserve to get grace from Allah? can I be strong? Ya Allah , show me the way :(
remeber tasya , MAN JADDA WA JADDA !!!!!!!!
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