Asalamualaikum . hyeeee guyss * wave ma hand ~ k i know it's have been long time since there's no new  post  in my blog . so im sorry . actually I just dont have a free time to spend blogging instead my midterm is around the corner . so my last post is about tips to study right ? so for this time i just give a random post . ehiks

so wassap guys ? did u guys had looking forward for this coming soon holiday trip ? for my fellow cupids friends haha , please , i know at tht time we had finish our midterm but still we must continue our study . lewls . nvrmind la . we think about tht as soon our exam finished . so , there's a lot of things that I should cover especially  my form 4 . i need to work on more to it . so i had started and still in progress . ouhhh , my oral . Its done . alhamdulillah yeayyy :D at least one burden accomplish to be done haha . sincerely at first , I thought i will feel little bit nervous with mr steve but as I undergo my oral with him , i feel nothing n i can relax n finish up my oral smoothly . okay la . actually he is a nice person . he likes to give some advice to us . He concern more about interviews and all kind of stuffs tht related with it and he also have a good way speaking which i really adore .   besides , he's portugese . mybe tht's y he had a good way speaking .

times flying , and countdown for spm makes me worry . but im still keep trying la n strive more for improving my results . inshaa Allah :) since i was not indulge more too lepaking and so on , i felt like there were so many things tht i missed up . act idc bout tht cause for me im more comfortable to make sure idk bout tht . at least im not indulging myself in too much wrongdoing or increasing my left angel's book haha . because of rarely spend time w them , misunderstanding always happen . yes . I admit . at first , im really really sad bout tht but  because of this things continously happen , im used to it . I know they felt like im flinched from them but ackeli no . Big NO . i have lot of things to do at school which makes my time at school limited and sometimes i feel so lazy to go canteen and eat there . Im more comfort sitting at class finish up my food there . so that's y im rarely pop up in canteen which make people not realise about my existance .

sometimes I feel like im so serious and i feel like there's no time to play around but sincerely it is necessarily needed to have a time which we can spend it to play . i mean to rest . to get rid from being too busy . im quite introvert with people tht i rarely greet and i always flinch myself w those who really irritating me . im mean a lot . obviously i can feel so uneasy with people like that . precisely i need to change my attitude back ! but sincerely im still thankful most of them could understand my situation n im really-2 grateful because i still have them to support me . so alhamdulillah , it was like a gift to me since many bad memories n thingy tht had happened in my life before . 

some of my friends said that im strong because i still can get up when i fall  and keep trying to build a happiness after sadness stay  . but it's all from Allah . I just accept it because i know whtever n no matter wht  happen in our life , they must be a reason why . so I accept it , and try adapt myself in any circumstances that i faced and bit by bit I create  changes in my life . I admit it took time for doing it but inshaa Allah , with Allah bless and grace , Allah will help you and please remember , always pray to Allah . he can granted our demands inshaa Allah . just keep constantly pray and have a faith on Allah and never left our first Islam's principium  . solat ! 

sometimes people didnt noticed about bless from our parents . they neglect bout it .Always remember dear children " syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu " . respect them . love them more than anything except Allah and our prophet , nabi muhammad s.a.w . they are our eternity of love . and we , as a child is a virtue or love between our mom and dad . they give us a true affection which others cant give as others are ajnabi for us . be a righteous child . make them feel happy and trust me Jannah will waiting for you . as long as u are a child ,  find bless from them . seeking a pleasent n happy life through our parents bless :)

and to all my friends that will sit examinations for this coming soon wednesday , i wish u guys good luck . strive more and work out more . sleep less . gain knowledge . and good luck again . till here . asalamualaikum . bai